Random Thoughts

To whom it may concern,

I'm really pissed off that they took out Education from the Stimulus Pack.. Seriously you can give x amount of billions of dollars to banks wall street and "main street".. Apparently the government can pull money out of their asses when wall street and places are in trouble. Really? You have people starving in America and we can get food for them..BUT! We give food to other countries.. We have homeless people and we can shelter them.. but we give shelter to other countries.How does it feel to live in a third world country not technologically but you get the idea.. Why cant we come up with money on problems that occur at home IE Hurricane Katrina.. But the Tsunami we were all over that shit.. anything to make America look better..

This is what I want everyone to remember if you read this. Above all things you are a human.. you are not your nationality, ethnicity, or religion. You are nothing to make yourself an individual. Individuality is great but above all things you have to remember you are a human. I cannot stress that enough. We all bleed red. I don't bleed red white and blue. I only bleed red.If you keep that in mind you will always help people in need.

But anyways back to the cutting of Education. It seems like every time they need to cut something its always education. ALWAYS EDUCATION. I honestly believe education will solve all social problems. But the US government doesn't care about being the most intelligent country in the world they want to be the most powerful militarily.. not diplomatically not intellectually. We spend more than the second and third countries combined on military. Why cant we cut that..seriously with all the money that goes into defense and military you would expect the soldiers to have those exoskeleton suites.. all they spend the money on is to make bigger bombs more powerful weapons.. they dont care about the soldiers lives.

On the note of military. We have not won a war since World War II in my eyes because we have nothing to fight for. You can not fight a war you personally as a soldier don't believe in. And I think the only time we should fight in a war is if our own personal freedom is on the line. We should not be declaring wars on countries we should be declaring war on ourselves.


Feel free to comment...I'll post more later on this

Two day migraine maybe I'm a little insane

So I have posted in a long time. I haven't had the time..well I lied I always have time maybe nothing worth saying..I guess I've been bottling up my emotions for awhile now and finally feel the need to get them out. As you know from the title I've had a migraine for two days maybe stressed induced I'm not a doctor unless its with the ladies(just kidding) well not really about it being towards ladies but I don't pretend to be a doctor cause then their would be lawsuits and I can't have that.

Anyways Two day migraine and I've slept for such a long time and I'm only feeling a little better..I called out from work today Saturday.. I work 4:30am til 1:00pm.. It sucks its pain in my head neck back fucking ridiculous if you ask me

So I've been down for a few days now stressed out about shit. I feel that I'm going no where fast, spinning out of control. Great lyrics from one of my favorite band Fall Out Boy "I'm 18 going on extinct"

..well I'm actually 19 and I feel I'm a dieing breed. I present myself to people in such a way so they will like me because I'm deeper and more intelligent then I let people believe, lets face people don't usually enjoy having their minds picked apart from a stranger. Usually people don't like to have deep conversations. People are so afraid to let others in which sucks..I'm an open book just ask. I've been down about not having many friends sort of dropped all the friends I had in high school sucks but I mean we grew up and grew old from each other it seems.

Another thing I've been down about is not having a girl.. Well there's a girl but she's confusing the hell out of me cause she's afraid to fall for someone. It's so hard for me to find girls that I'm actually interested in..It's been 6 months since I've been in a relationship and it sucks I was in love with her..but she was too in love with the college scene..or maybe she found out she could do better than me. I still haven't received a reason on why she ended it. We never talk and it hurts because we thought we were going to be with each other forever

Then there was this girl a few months ago that I went out on a date with and it was amazing. But shortly after she bailed on other dates and finally said she didn't want anything to do with me..We haven't talked since and we work at the same place.

There has been girl that like me but I'm not interested in them at all make me think of the lyrics by Panic At the Disco "I could love you if i learned how to lie" I try to have feelings for them but I can't seem to. Really just the other day this girl sent me a text saying "I want to fuk" yes she misspelled the word..dumb girls are unattractive.. I declined that's not the kind of guy I am. This guy I work with grandmother told him if its easy to get then it probably isn't worth it or good.

Also I'm down because of school..I feel if you take away education you take away sanity. I believe education is the one of the few things that sets us apart from other animals. Along with education, rape, murder, war, religion, sets us apart from other animals. People can not make me believe that animals are not intelligent and do not have a though process. Speaking in a language is another thing that sets us apart I guess but I mean who knows if what comes out of other animals mouths isnt a language in there culture.

Anyways Happy reading..comment if you so desire

I am

"I Am"
By
Bobby Donovan

I am Adam
Be my Eve?
I am a slave
I am the free
I am the bees knees
And everything in between
I am the brave
I am the coward
I am the sun
and the breeze
I am the grass
And the trees
I am your breath
Until you have nothing left
I am divine
When all things intertwine
I am the father
Where is the mother?
I am the Son
and I am the Ghost
I am the Creator
of Heaven and Earth
....I am God

When Death Comes Knocking

By
Bobby Donovan

When Death Comes Knocking
I will greet him with open arms
As if he were an old friend
I will invite him inside
We will sit down
Discussing the ways of the world
Whispering the secrets of life
And gently touching my shoulder
He tells me it's time to go
As I slowly cross the doors threshold
I begin to notice...
I feel nothing
I climb onto the golden cloud like chariot
We wisp away,
leaving this world and into the beyond
I stumble out
"Where are we going?"
Death turns and gently says
"Home"

When Death Comes Knocking
He will treat you as a friend
You will discuss life's mysteries,
Sing and Dance
He will say that its time to go
As you walk you will being to notice
Death turns and says
"Pain, fear all the bad, is only in life"
When Death Comes Knocking
He will take you Home

Things I don't get

This is my first post

I usually post stuff on facebook but this I can share my ideas with the world I suppose..I'll post my old stuff sometime soon its about politics, how I feel on certain subjects, and poems..feel free to comment.

Just a warning I write all my posts with the intentions that no one will read it. I think this allows me to say more of what I want without caring if I'm offending anyone.

Here are a few things I don't get.

1. Why do they call them bathing suits. I mean when I bathe I'm usually naked. So is a bathing suit really the birthday suit. Maybe there is some historical answer to this question but I haven't felt the need to actually read up on this.

2. Reality TV shows.. I've watched "reality" TV and I've never liked it. Why are we so compelled to watch Reality TV Shows.. I mean don't we all live in reality..So why do we need to see these people live life on cameras..Also I like to put "reality" TV in quotations because it really isn't reality. I mean take the real world.. They have no TV, infinity amounts of alcohol, no real job, and you have almost all of them with social disorders. I guess people enjoy watching to know that they aren't as crazy as them or something. I don't know if they even have to pay for anything while they are there. But anyways really.. tons of alcohol is not what real life is about. Also they pretty much distort things while they are filming we don't even see half the stuff and we probably never see the beginning of the argument or what really happened. Anyways "Reality" TV sucks

3. Reaganomics also known as the trickle down theory.. Really Really.. Why the hell has this ever been created or continued. When I think of Reaganomics I think of an Upside down pyramid.. It doesn't work at all.. I mean maybe if the upper class was selfless but yeah right don't count on that happening. The idea is to give the money to the rich and in time they will create businesses for the middle and lower class to work at, but the rich didn't get rich spending their money. No wonder why our economy is so fucked. It left the economy in a deficit when Reagan did it and its leaving our economy is in shambles.. Pretty much the rich get richer and the poor get poorer